Crazy Mood Swings

So who new your emotions could get so crazy being pregnant? I feel like one second I am yelling at Ryan for no particular reason and the next I am balling over commercials that I would have normally laughed at, Thank goodness I have a husband who is loving, supportive, and understanding of my CRAZY MOOD SWINGS! Have you ever cried so hard and then laughed histarically at yourself for crying over nothing, it's strange feeling like I can't control my emotions when I've always felt like I was the sane one in control of everything, including my emotions. This Friday June 26th, I will be 10 weeks along. Hopefully my emotions will mellow out over time!

How many weeks?

So I went to my first Doctor's appointment on June 15th, Ryan, the amazing, supporting husband came with me and was amazing through the whole thing considering he was already sick himself. They said my placenta was the size of an orange which is weird because you would think you would gain more than 1 pound if you had an orange in you but I'm greatful they said everything looks good. They tried to do the doppler to hear the babies heart flutter but it was a little to early to tell since I was only 8 wks along, I just kept hearing my stomach rumbling thinking is that what it sounds like? Either way it set my mind at ease to know everything looked normal and my due date is January 16th, oh how many more weeks? Oh right 32 to go! It's amazing to think an alien thing (god's children) is growing inside of me, I can't wait until I can fill a kick or something that will be the coolest part! Ryan's sister Emily is about to have a baby in 1 week, it's so exciting to see a new born, It's been a while!

Is this what pregnant feels like

This picture is during Easter when I was a pregnant pretender, little did I know 1 month later I would really be pregnant!

So I guess I am feeling the effects of morning sickness, late for work, can't drive anywhere, there goes my workout regiment, and my food! Either way I am so greatful to be sick to know I am even pregnant, tommorow is our first doctors visit and it should be at about 8 weeks along, hopefully with the doppler we will be able to hear the babies heart beat, keep our fingers crossed!

Is that 2 Red Lines

So I guess I decided to finally start a blog because I have a few exciting things to blog about now, for one I have been married for almost five years to the love of my life who works so hard in school, and two I finally got pregnant and for those of you who know me I have been trying for some time now and it is an answer to my prayers!

Lets talk about the way I found out, I had started having lots of cramping in my stomach and since my period is not regular and comes whenever it decides to, I thought for sure it was my period. Which is weird because I had only had a period only 5 weeks before that and I have periods every 2-3 months, I was for sure it was my period but no bleeding. I took the pregnancy test and of course it failed. The cramping continued and I thought there has to be reason why I am still feeling this way so I got home Tuesday May 28th and took a All-A-Dollar pregnancy test, (reliable right). So I left it in the bathroom to you know soak while I started cooking dinner for Ryan a 11:00 at night since he works late Mon-Fri until midnight. So I was still cooking dinner when he got home and he goes in to use the bathroom and he comes back to the kitchen and says IS THERE SOMETHING YOU WANT TO TELL ME! I was thinking I didn't buy anything if thats what you mean. But he brings in the pregnancy test and it has 1 Red line and 1 light red line, I was like there is no way it has to be because of the All-a-dollar pregnancy test or something. So I decided to go get a real Pregnancy test at smith's. (where else could you find one at 12:30 at night). I got home and took one and 2 red lines, and then I still didn't beleive it so I took another with 2 red lines. I had taken pregnancy test for months hoping for what I can now say is BY DANG AM I ACTUALLY PREGNANT. I didn't feel how I thought I would, I thought I would be so excited but I was in pure utter shock. Me and Ryan just laid in bed speachless with so many thoughts of days to come. All I could do was thank my Heavenly Father for many answered Prayers.